We knew each other in school.
Daryl came into my life when i was experiencing e lowest point; when i thought i wouldnt love again.
Our Honeymoon..He was my Darwing. Like a little boy, who need someone to take care of him.
Days together was indeed happiness. We would sneak out in e wee hours for prata. Sometimes i dont know whether to laugh or to cry when he complaint hungry minutes after dinner.
He was an impatient person. Everytime we were out, there ought to be some running to do. Catching e train to avoid waiting.. and trying to cross e road at the very last seconds. But everytime we run, we will just laugh. Perhaps because we felt silly. Everywhere we go, we enjoyed each others' company.
Well i guess we are e pillar of support for each other.
Getting Serious..
3 years together, we did plan about our future.. Our dream apartment, where everything seems so perfect. Luxury life is not meant for me, all I want was a simple life.
Arguement between us was frequent. His temper was bad, so was i. Our hurting words seems to set deep impression in our mind & never to be forgotten. Perhaps all this was due to e possessive and jealousy that grew in us. I understand that each has his own fear, and so we moved on..
Changing Path..
After sec school life, it was a fact that we are to venture on our own. He was enlisted to PA, and i continue to further my study.
Time between us was greatly shorten. Patience was running low when he spend mostly of his bookout on the computer. Besides been neglected, disappoinment was what i felt, when he took me for granted..thinking that i will always be there. Exposure outside made me know that grass outside is greener. The tighter he control, the more i wish to run away from him.
Feelings no more..
When the feeling was destory more with each passing days, he noticed my changes. Perhaps too unexpected. People around me say i am heartless. During which, mentally breakdown was wat i felt. But for me, enough is enough.
Looking back..
if we cherish each other, perhaps things are different now. Nobody is at fault, just that everything takes two hands to clap. If one party was not willing to compromise, that's just too bad. i didnt regret cuz i tried. Just that i am human too, and human will felt exhausted.
I wish him happiness.
After sec school life, it was a fact that we are to venture on our own. He was enlisted to PA, and i continue to further my study.
Time between us was greatly shorten. Patience was running low when he spend mostly of his bookout on the computer. Besides been neglected, disappoinment was what i felt, when he took me for granted..thinking that i will always be there. Exposure outside made me know that grass outside is greener. The tighter he control, the more i wish to run away from him.
Feelings no more..
When the feeling was destory more with each passing days, he noticed my changes. Perhaps too unexpected. People around me say i am heartless. During which, mentally breakdown was wat i felt. But for me, enough is enough.
Looking back..
if we cherish each other, perhaps things are different now. Nobody is at fault, just that everything takes two hands to clap. If one party was not willing to compromise, that's just too bad. i didnt regret cuz i tried. Just that i am human too, and human will felt exhausted.
I wish him happiness.
*IF GOOD THINGS LAST FOREVER, WILL WE APPRECIATED HOW PRECIOUS THEY ARE?*
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