God's Beautiful Gift -- SMILE

A smile starts on the lips, A grin spreads to the eyes, A chuckle comes from the belly. But a good laugh bursts forth from the soul.

Because of your smile, you make life more beautiful. Too often we underestimate the power of a smile, which have the potential to turn a life around.

Smiles are the language of love. The real man smiles in trouble, gathers strength from distress, and grows brave by reflection.

A smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks All people smile in the same language. Children smile on the average 400 times /day; Adults: 15 times/day.

Ever wonder why? A warm smile is the universal language of kindness. Smile because God gave Human this beautiful gift - A Smile....I sometimes wonder do animals have this beautiful gift of smiling???

"Life is not measured with the quantity of breaths you take, but with
the quantity of moments that took your breath away"

Julian : 26 Feb 2003

I do not believe in love at first sight, but Julian changed my opinion towards this saying..

Well, I fell for him even before i knew him.. Everytime he walked pass my class, i just couldnt take my eyes off him. Perhaps that's what my friend called me "infatuation".

I dunno how he felt about me. Through friends, we knew each other.

Time together were simple.. but it was a great joy to me. Julian has e sweetest smile i ever seen. i fell deeper.

26 February-- We were an item.

My misses for Julian extended until my school table, where an obvious 'i love you Ju2' can be seen. Unexpectedly, i saw a reply from him saying "i love you 2." I was over e moon to discover that it was indeed from him. He was my sweet dearie.

He made me discover the beauty of tribal.

Honeymoon Ended..

Facts are cruel. The fact that we have nothing in common cannot be denied.

Out of the blue, he went Missing In Action for 3days. I was utterly disappointed. All i felt was just emptiness. Luckily, hope wasnt lost, my SMS was still there, and love was still there, just that there was no reply to this.

He was back 3days later. He told me he hope we can do something to be in a part of each others' life.. that's something i will never forget. I didnt blamed him, cuz he told me he was confused. For me, i was more than willing to be part of his life.

He left.

I couldnt understand and didnt wish too. But I thought we agreed to be part of each other? I have love blindly without seeing the route ahead. Silly me, perhaps it takes time to wake up. Intentionally made myself exhausted, hoping the pain will subsided.

I moved on. I felt that i will never be able to love again.

***When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one,which has been opened for us.*** Look Ahead.

Fang Wei Jian : 30 Sept 2001

Wo Men De Gu Shi

We were from e same primary & secondary school.

Before i knew him, he gave me an impression of an 'ah beng'.. e cool type. I took his number from another friend, no other motives, but to lend a helping hand to an interested friend. That I shall not elaborate.

Things took a change when we begun to meet out. Weijian was more to a introverted person, intitially, I thought there may be a problem in communication. But i'm proven to be sensitive. Conversing was easy though.

Feelings developed quietly. I felt troubled. Probably because my initial intention was otherwise. Well, perhaps that's what we called, 'feeling' .. Finally, ignoring everything that was to come.. we got together @ 30092001, and i remember it was 12pm.

Laughter & Happiness..

We have fun together and everythings seems so perfect.

Weijian is definitely a very nice guy, he is what we would call .. 'hao nan ren'. Throughout, he was definitely sweet & loving to me. At times, he would surprise me with our kelian bear..

Life is simple, yet happy. We would sit at our school bench & share breakfast together. I think even the teachers' cant stand our sweetness.. Hehe.

Unforgettable Incident..

Remembering once, i clumsy fall from a swing.. He was just there for me. Comforting my pain. The next day, without another word, he carried me all the way to school. All i can say is, wo hen xing fu..

Feelings lie low..

Months later, things took a change. Perhaps i wasnt contented with what i have. Young & silly, i want to see more of the world.

We ended. I must must hurt him deeply. He wasnt in any fault, but guess i just too demanding and wanted more.. Sorry pungpung.

Looking Back..

Maybe time really can heal pain. I am so glad we could be friends again. Young at that time, so didnt realised that i have hurt him . He was wonderful, but i took it for granted.

Now, we could look back & laugh together at our silliness, disturb each other and moved on. All thanks to God.

*Hope that only the good memories are left in your mind, remember Mr Banana? He miss you.*

-- The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.--

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Ah Pon & Ah Zi

Our recent meet up..

Haha.. Our meet up is kinda like dating sia,

ice cream sharing & photo shoting..

Bad thing bout him..

a Mr TOO GOOD GUY

keke

Yet I always tell him..

if i am left on the shelf,

U BETTER TAKE ME..

haahaa..

Eric Chong : 15 Aug 2001

Before we knew each other,

Eric gave me an impression of unfriendliness. Perhaps its' because at times when we walk passed, we only exchange stares.

After we knew, e impression he left changed. No doubt he was a guy of few words, he is humurous and playful at times. I guess what attracts him to me was his charming boylish look. We often meet up and walked to school together, perhaps that's when feeling are growing freely.

Unknowingly we were together on 15/08/2001.

Being together, Eric lovingly reminded that we should never ever quarrel. I agreed.

Time together was more than sweet.

We were like two little kid who loves tickling each other.. Guess what? He was more afraid than i am!!

I was happy with him.

Holding onto him, i often hope that time would pardon us and stop for us. School days memories was definitely sweet with him around. I guess i could never forget the joyous times we spend at our school hut..

MIA

I hate this feeling. Its more than words like confused or lost. He just went MIA suddenly. By this time, i knew i really like him. I couldnt say anything. But loss for words.

By the time he's back, things arent the same anymore.

Ended

Perhaps what he wants wasnt what i am able to give. Days were terrible without him. Eventually,

I moved on.

**Treasure whatever God has given You, He might not give you a second chances for the same good thing.**

I Tried.

Alvin Boo : 16 Feb 2000

My First Love

**Alvin Boo**

16 February 2000

I never felt love would be like this,

as gentle as a lover's kiss.

It has been 6 years.. i couldnt really remember how we knew each other.

At that time,I dont know what love was.

All i know was that, if possible, i want him by my side every minute & second.

Even if there's no words in between, i am glad to have him.

My Sweetie Love..

Perhaps I used to be quiet either, that was why communication between us was hard.

Alot of maybeS in my head.. that was why we silently ended.

Thinking back, i must have been a fool. For not asking any reasons & causes.

Regrets are there for the unanswered questions.

''Perhaps we thought'' was what that can only appear in our mind.

No communication in between.

Exactly a yr later, our contact was back.. As a friend.

For me. the feelings was there.

But things changed. U cant expect everything to go the way you want it to be.. or expect feelings to wait for you to get ready. He knew i like him.

but,

I understand that his heart belongs somewhere else.

Perhaps, we were never mean to be.

i am already satisfied that we didnt end in a bad way..

at least, still a friend.

Seeing that he found his own happiness was a good thing. I wish him e best in everything.

God Bless You, Ah Boo.

U did make a differences in my life.

**Its better to lose your pride to ur loves one, than to lose your love ones because of your pride.**

Imagine how many people out in the universe, and you met him.

Thank God to it.

Nail In the Fence

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence.

Over the next few weeks,

as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.
Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all.

He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.

The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.
The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence.

He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence.

The fence will never be the same.

When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one.

You can put a knife in a man and draw it out.

It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there. "

A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.

Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us."

*Please Forgive Me if I Ever left A Hole in Your Heart*

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong,enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

A Story to Shared

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, 'now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfirend was blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying..
"JUST TAKE CARE OF MY EYES PLEASE."

This is how humans change when their status changes. Only few remember wat life as before, and who has always been there in the most painful situations.


I've learned....
**That to ignore the Facts does not Change the facts.**