My First Love
**Alvin Boo**
16 February 2000
I never felt love would be like this,
as gentle as a lover's kiss.
It has been 6 years.. i couldnt really remember how we knew each other.
At that time,I dont know what love was.
All i know was that, if possible, i want him by my side every minute & second.
Even if there's no words in between, i am glad to have him.
My Sweetie Love..
Perhaps I used to be quiet either, that was why communication between us was hard.
Alot of maybeS in my head.. that was why we silently ended.
Thinking back, i must have been a fool. For not asking any reasons & causes.
Regrets are there for the unanswered questions.
''Perhaps we thought'' was what that can only appear in our mind.
No communication in between.
Exactly a yr later, our contact was back.. As a friend.
For me. the feelings was there.
But things changed. U cant expect everything to go the way you want it to be.. or expect feelings to wait for you to get ready. He knew i like him.
but,
I understand that his heart belongs somewhere else.
Perhaps, we were never mean to be.
i am already satisfied that we didnt end in a bad way..
at least, still a friend.
Seeing that he found his own happiness was a good thing. I wish him e best in everything.
God Bless You, Ah Boo.
U did make a differences in my life.
**Its better to lose your pride to ur loves one, than to lose your love ones because of your pride.**
Imagine how many people out in the universe, and you met him.
Thank God to it.
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