--被宠坏了--

最近病倒了,

可能是太累了.

傻傻的以为忙碌就是充实.

忘了,

人不是铁打的, 却是很脆弱的.

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平时的我，

无奈的，非得自力更生不可，

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但

生病时的我,

只像个不会照顾自己的小孩

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这一次，

却感到很幸福.

身边有很多人关心我, 心疼我

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被捧在手心的呵护..

真让我受宠若惊..

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Well,

i needed you.

& you wasnt here

Pie.

Message & Calls are there..

but what's more important,

you wasnt.

Hearts are colder now,

but it didnt matters.

@ least

it wont hurt that much.

Not anymore.

.

We chat like normal.

But in fact, we are nothing.

Never mind,

just leave it this way if U want it.

.

U

always say i'm e one who give up & forget,

our love

Well,

I believe I've tried.

&

I Deserve A Better Treatment.

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No matter what the future holds for us,

你是我最深爱的人

It's ok to kiss a fool,

It's ok to let a fool kiss you,

but never ever let a kiss fool you...

It's still best to wait for the one you want,than settle for the one available.

Best to wait for the one you love,than settle for one who's around.

Best to wait for the right one.

Life is short to waste on the wrong person...

It is better to meet the person who will truly love you later,

than meet someone now who promises to love you

but sooner or later leave you forever...

Never try to impress someone to make him or her fall in love with you,

If you do,

you will be expected to keep the standard

for the rest of your life...

Fate determines who comes into our lives.

The heart determines who stays...

The Hospital Window

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window.

The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.

The men talked for hours on end.

They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.
Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up,
he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by.
Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it.
In his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days and weeks passed.
One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.
She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed.

It faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.

The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.
She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you."


Epilogue:
There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.
Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.
If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.
Today is a gift, that's why it is called the present.

姐妹情深

Chun and I are very closed.
Despite the fact that we didnt have much shared childhood, we have became closer as we grew.

Things I lose to her
She is ..
--someone who is very alert
whose mind can turn very swiftly, and answer anyone's question with absolute confident.

--a great talker
U cant win her once she speak.
Be it in sales or agrument..
Even if talking about life, i take my hat off her

--talented in singing
she is just born with it.

Things She Lose to me

.

She is..

--soft-hearted.

Something that i really lack of.. and she is full of.

She forgives easily.

Something in common

.

We..

--Loves being ourselves.

Dont like the idea of pretending to be someone we are not.

We are not those gentle type of girls who speaks softly,

we are loud.

--strong in character

Dont like the idea of others stepping over our head,

it even means to the boss.

Rather lose the job,

than to lose in an agrument in which we are right.

Our Principle.

--relationship made us weaker

Only know how to give,

for the benefit of the other party.

Yet completely forgetting our own.

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Time together is always full of fun.

@ least better than with those guys around.

We can laugh for no apparent reason.

Talk about everything, even life & death.

Sometimes by eye contact,

we read each others' mind..

without asking why.

Thats what made us 'SISTER'

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God,

Please bless her with abundent happiness

.

.

I just wished U were here with me.

I miss you darling.

Today U said to me..

"some day or some how I will suddenly appear at yr front without u notice de.."

Do U mean it or say for the sake of it?

I dont know what we are now..

But at least,

not a stranger.

Cant seems to love you in your presence,
it hurts.

Even though the pain without U doesnt seems to heal,
I have learn to love U differently.

Even if its just messages, calls or just in my heart..

I love you the same.

Loving in a way that doesnt need any form of possession.

Satisfied already.

Well,

Maybe one fine day,
I would be able to see U.

I am waiting to see U.
Even if it is for the last time..

While waiting for U my dear..

I got more time to nurture myself..

into a better me.

Hope U are nurturing yourself either.

God Bless.