雨的季"洁"

I just wished U were here with me.

I miss you darling.

Today U said to me..

"some day or some how I will suddenly appear at yr front without u notice de.."

Do U mean it or say for the sake of it?

I dont know what we are now..

But at least,

not a stranger.

Cant seems to love you in your presence,
it hurts.

Even though the pain without U doesnt seems to heal,
I have learn to love U differently.

Even if its just messages, calls or just in my heart..

I love you the same.

Loving in a way that doesnt need any form of possession.

Satisfied already.

Well,

Maybe one fine day,
I would be able to see U.

I am waiting to see U.
Even if it is for the last time..

While waiting for U my dear..

I got more time to nurture myself..

into a better me.

Hope U are nurturing yourself either.

God Bless.