雨的季"洁"

..Reflection..

i Wonder..
what was it dat makes my temper deteriorating day by day..

Forgive me,
for being so stubborness & ignorant..

Perhaps i am just another spoilt brat.

Lost in the crowd.
i hasnt found the key yet.
..
Key to happiness.

Feeling blue.
Because i wasnt happy.. Enough..
..
Somehow something is missing,
but i just couldnt figure out..
"The Missing Piece
"dat makes me feel so incomplete.

Sick of current work life..
in which everything is repetitive.

Dats not wat i want.

Working life sucks.
Because i hate politics.

I couldnt understand some people,
who likes to give other a "red needle" in the back..
to give them "instant" breakdown..

i Wonder,
does it allow them to sleep better @ nite?

I felt injustified for people i love.


Turning back,
i didnt wanna blame their "attacker".
cuz they are feeling insecurities.


For every move u made,
every word u spoke..
Dat cause someone in distress.


God is watching above.


Giving myself another maximum of 3 month to reconsider the path i should take.
Grass outside is always greener.

Realised the cold fact..
There's no place that cant survive without anybody,

Similarly,
theres no one who cant survive without anybody.

So why should i worried for their well being?

Ain't i silly?

3 months..

Thank u for consoling me TYK..

U told me human isnt simple.

& i should take more pre-caution.

I have understood.