Some people who see me, felt that i am a self destroying girl.
I used to be, perhaps because i felt that mentally pain is far more torturing than physcial pain.
Few years ago, after the pain J***** left for me, when there was only emptiness, God brings me through. That was when I stopped those cutting.. stopped those destroying.
Unexpectedly, interest in tattoos grew in me.
I wasnt even 16 at e moment, i must have caused my love one much disappointment. For them is a sign of rebellious. But to me, its really & simply ARTS.
Didnt meant to cause the disappointment.
Frequent years has taught me how to ignore those whispers behind me, even though there are frustration sometime.
Still, my temptation towards tattoo will never be resisted.
I just knew that i lived only once, and decide how i want my life is to be led.. I dont want to live my life up to people's expectation, their hope, their wish.. because as time goes, i will only felt exhausted and meaningless.
**Dream what U wanna dream, go where U wanna go, be what U wanna be, because U have only one life and one chance to do all the things U wanna do.**
Please see me inside for who i really am.
--Dont judge people, if you do, you'll have no time to love them--
No comments:
Post a Comment